I do great for a few days/weeks/hours… then I decide to do something silly.
Granted, it’s for a girls afternoon, but still.
And I ate.
Then I cried because I knew my blood sugar was higher than normal. I could feel it. But I ate anyways.
I seriously have a problem with food.
I should know better, and with my GTT in 3 weeks, I need to stop. Yet I find myself doing stupid stupid things. Really stupid things.
Needless to say, I need to get my fatass in gear and stop. Refocus. Regroup. And hit the ground running again. I can’t let one bad day lead to another, and another, and another……