Scared To Be Skinny

There. I said it.

It’s something I struggle with everyday. Every time I see the scale go down. Every time I catch my thinning reflection.

I’m scared. Scared of what I’ll look like at goal.

I’ve been in this skin for far too long that it’s comfortable. It’s normal.

I wonder what will happen with my lovely inner tube. My flabby arms. My flabby thighs.

Will I look worse at goal than I do now?

That scares me. The unknown. The smaller thinner unknown.

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One thought on “Scared To Be Skinny

  1. I think this is exactly what I have been struggling with. I have always “wanted” to be skinny, but I’m scared to death what I will feel like if and when I get there. Lots of what ifs.

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