There. I said it.
It’s something I struggle with everyday. Every time I see the scale go down. Every time I catch my thinning reflection.
I’m scared. Scared of what I’ll look like at goal.
I’ve been in this skin for far too long that it’s comfortable. It’s normal.
I wonder what will happen with my lovely inner tube. My flabby arms. My flabby thighs.
Will I look worse at goal than I do now?
That scares me. The unknown. The smaller thinner unknown.